CurtXxX
August 9th, 2003, 01:46 PM
Friends/Foes,
Well, as you read this it will be one of the last few posts that I make here in matrix world. The bottom line is that I don't have the time nor the energy to devote to "matrix world" anymore. Over the past six months I have seen the matrix community threaten to ruin my life. How so?...
I used to spend hours upon hours sitting in front of the computer, hitting the "refresh" button to see if my name moved up on any lists. That was when I was living with my girlfriend - now, after our careers have started, we find ourselves four hours away from one another. It kinda makes me sick that I wasted all that time on the stupid computer when she was there right beside me all that time.
Secondly, the money. While I made a hell of a lot more than I invested in various sites, bills are always there...the temptation to make a "quick few bucks" is always there. I don't need that right now. The money I still have in various sites I consider gone. And lets face it...that is why matrixwatch is here - they don't want people to be spending money to get other people money. I agree - I am selfish in that aspect too...why would I want to spend more money so that other people can cycle? I don't...and I won't. That's just how the matrix concept works. Well then you might say get on a list from a new site. Well...I say ALL new sites SUCK. I'd rather keep my money and take my princess girlfriend out for a romantic dinner or use it to pay bills.
Third...this constant battle between the "one side vs. the other". With that being said, I would like to comment further. Watchdog...what you are doing to the matrix community is amazing! You have went from a beaten down and despised nobody (in the matrix community) to a well respected (yet still disliked) individual. What you have accomplished in your short stay here is nothing short of AMAZING. I would like to congratulate you on your brilliant efforts.
To you site owners out there...you need to do yoursleves a favour and get rid of the new sites. Follow Bigstarr on that one. Keep on chugging!
And finally...I have no parting words of wisdom for you all so...ummm...hmmm...goodbye I guess! You may still see me pop by every now and then - probably just lurking and trying to get my "fix" of matrix before returning to the real world! :)
For those of you that are worried, I am not a site owner so I am not running with anyones money. Since I used to advertise heavily, a few people have thought I owned a site but the truth is...I do not. With that being said, best of luck to both sides of this terribly tangled mess! Who do I think will win the lawsuit? I really don't know and like to think I really don't care. My stay in "matrix world" is over. But hey, I'm not telling you anything that you don't already know.
Peace out...
CurtXxX
Well, as you read this it will be one of the last few posts that I make here in matrix world. The bottom line is that I don't have the time nor the energy to devote to "matrix world" anymore. Over the past six months I have seen the matrix community threaten to ruin my life. How so?...
I used to spend hours upon hours sitting in front of the computer, hitting the "refresh" button to see if my name moved up on any lists. That was when I was living with my girlfriend - now, after our careers have started, we find ourselves four hours away from one another. It kinda makes me sick that I wasted all that time on the stupid computer when she was there right beside me all that time.
Secondly, the money. While I made a hell of a lot more than I invested in various sites, bills are always there...the temptation to make a "quick few bucks" is always there. I don't need that right now. The money I still have in various sites I consider gone. And lets face it...that is why matrixwatch is here - they don't want people to be spending money to get other people money. I agree - I am selfish in that aspect too...why would I want to spend more money so that other people can cycle? I don't...and I won't. That's just how the matrix concept works. Well then you might say get on a list from a new site. Well...I say ALL new sites SUCK. I'd rather keep my money and take my princess girlfriend out for a romantic dinner or use it to pay bills.
Third...this constant battle between the "one side vs. the other". With that being said, I would like to comment further. Watchdog...what you are doing to the matrix community is amazing! You have went from a beaten down and despised nobody (in the matrix community) to a well respected (yet still disliked) individual. What you have accomplished in your short stay here is nothing short of AMAZING. I would like to congratulate you on your brilliant efforts.
To you site owners out there...you need to do yoursleves a favour and get rid of the new sites. Follow Bigstarr on that one. Keep on chugging!
And finally...I have no parting words of wisdom for you all so...ummm...hmmm...goodbye I guess! You may still see me pop by every now and then - probably just lurking and trying to get my "fix" of matrix before returning to the real world! :)
For those of you that are worried, I am not a site owner so I am not running with anyones money. Since I used to advertise heavily, a few people have thought I owned a site but the truth is...I do not. With that being said, best of luck to both sides of this terribly tangled mess! Who do I think will win the lawsuit? I really don't know and like to think I really don't care. My stay in "matrix world" is over. But hey, I'm not telling you anything that you don't already know.
Peace out...
CurtXxX